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Piano instrumental - To Mr. Durec, even when life is sad, may there be beautiful music wherever you are I Found it through Stupid Crazy Love (Movie) I've been looking for the name of this song, I've heard it years ago, but I could never find it, but now that I've found it, it still sounds so pretty!!! And this other song, i swear, its either in the devil who wears prada or ugly betty or somewhere else, i have no idea... let me tell you about the journey of my life in students union
and fucking moron became president for 2012-2013, and he chose all his friends to get into these positions and of course he was forced to put me into su, so he limits my power by putting me as design chair he replies unwillingly, after announcing that we should feel free to ask any questions i bid my time, waiting, working, spending every moment of my time polishing su, to be as beautiful as it once was but now, there is nothing becuz the adult with power refuses to help, refusing to stir up trouble, to help someone who was being bullied by this moron he turned the blind eye, told me to figure it out myself the other vice prez who holds the power, refuses to do anything , she demeans the current prez, and instead does nothing, but laugh with the moron, playing stupid and blind and maybe i have been the really stupid one maybe i have been the one who didn't understand that liars are a dime a dozen i so foolishly stepped into the hole being used like a tissue, with no other purpose the friend i helped out, turns her back to me the moron speaks words of deceit and ugliness to everyone and all i do is stand hoping that maybe one day, even the fallen, the strong that fall can stand up tall, looking past the hideousness of this moron's ugly heart and the darkness in mine, will be forgotten, fade with time bu never forgiven for people like me, we used to live for our birthdays, but now, age feels so insignificant, at 17, i didn't make a big fuss for my birthday celebration with my family, but my friends at school did
they all signed a card, and got me a cake, and celebrated it in the su room! but nowadays, it seems like time passes so quickly maybe its the impending doom of university and senior year that is freaking up my internal clock. maybe, before long, i'll have forgotten everything, and be old, and perhaps alone for the rest of my life but i do want to get married and have kids and grandkids ( maybe even great-grandkids) but i want to be happy, i want my loved ones to be happy jealousy is a very ugly thing, it makes your mind misconstrue the truth it makes you hate for no reason evil emotions that are terrible for this world why can so people, I put that #yolo icon at the top
because it looked cool, there is no other reason for it - i always think of: " you only love oreos". But anyways, i took the bus at around 9am to the stanley a. milner, the big central library, and it is so freaking huge! there is so much info and books, feels like a university library for the public but when i took the bus back home, the 151, there is this school, lauderdale, and there is a bench in front, called: "duncan's bench". - i've always wondered about that bench too. some jackass (working on the yard) had his tools on it, and the bus driver started talking to this lady in the front, probably 50-60 years old, and she was talking about the bench. the bus driver told her that " he's duncan's daddy", and he died 4 years ago. and she was very sad for him. she talked about the loss of her son, the one that probably died from alcohol or drugs. but how heart-breaking it is, to be a bus driver, and drive by the same place where your son has died, day after day. I've seen this bus driver, a couple times before, so he's been in the business for years. Going to start this blog off with...
man, I can't deal with ppl like gulsom who always takes pictures of herself and everyone else and posts everything she does I mean no one wants to hear about it, you clog our inboxes with spam eg. from youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjZOF7d1d_M&list=UUKcGZgLvLdgD1o3dh7JadkA&index=4&feature=plcp This morning, she posted for father's day, " i love you daddy" and let me tell you, wtf, your dad probably doesn't even go on facebook, why do you need to announce to the world that you are "sweet" girl, when you generally suck and act like an ass towards people with mental illnesses. |
gossipgirl..jk..
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